i've tied my soul into a knot, so no one can steal it..

Monday, July 27, 2009,

how i longed to go crazy
and i've already done so...

i seriously don't find a purpose anymore

i have no one

the only one i love don't even know i exists..

for why should my life revolve around her??

cause u don't know her, neither do i, but that's not the point

if you've seen her, if only you've speak to her

you will hear bells in her voice
the ocean in her eyes
divinity at its finest

but you shalt be mine divine for i am just a coward, preaching to the crowd


for i don't want to make empty promises, twisted lies, pointing fingers, making myself sound like a saint when i'm just a fucking hypocrite.. but the world just revolves that way

my memories for you are dead now, it is not for what it used too be,
but even old fire can sometimes relight itself, cause you know how much you meant to me. though it can never be the same..
you know how mad i go for something you did against me.. yet some people never learn, for i am only a filthy mortal


wanna know why i write this up? cause no one will ever read this blog, well i think..

anyways.. if you do read, you may feel guilty, disturbed, flustered, shocked or plain don't give a fuck by the above post, then you should know who you are..


toodles!





p.s : boogaboogaboogabooga you know u deserve it sooner or later.. (:

lets not move anywhere other then in my own deluded, crazy, morbid, pathetic excuse i call my shrine of mind
AlweeVon'Faux at 1:43 AM