anti - hero

Friday, February 27, 2009,

i need a minute..

to elaborate for everyone, the everyday bullshit things that you have done

your impossible ego fuck, is like a megalomanical tab on my tongue
you fucking touch me, i will rip you apart, i'll reach in and take a bite of that shit you call a heart

but i guess i don't care anymore

i don't mind being ogled, ridiculed, even made to feel minuscule..
cause if you consider the source, its kinda pitiful..

the only thing you really know about me is.... that's all you'll ever know!

Gently, my mind escapes into the relaxing
world of pleasure, a pleasure that'll take
my mind off the reality of my life,
my past life... life as I know it now.

And whatever may come, it slowly
disappears to somewhere in the back
of my mind. It will remain there,
until I wish to retrieve it.

Yes, I will stay here for a while,
for I need the break. A break from the
pressures of life, and everything
that lays in the palm of life's hands.

This mode is incredible. It's out of
this world. Too bad I must always leave it...
... but that's life.

as i close my eyes... i feel it all slipping away...
AlweeVon'Faux at 11:44 PM