Monday, January 12, 2009,

Maze..

psychopathic daze... I create this waste, back away from tangents, on the verge of drastic ways... can't escape this place... I deny your face, sweat gets in my eyes, I think I'm slowly dying...

put me in a homemade cellar
put me in a hole for shelter
someone here me please!
all i see is hate
i can hardly breathe
and i can hardly take it!!!

HANDS ON MY FACE OVERBEARING I CAN'T GET OUT!!

Lost..

run at my own cost... fearing laughter, scoffed, running from the rush, detached from sucj n such
bleak... all around me, weak... listening, incomplete
i am not a dog, but i'm the one you are dogging...

i am in a buried kennel
i have never felt so final
someone find me please
losing all reserve
i am fucking gone
i think i'm fucking DYING!!

YOU ALL STARE BUT YOU'LL NEVER SEE
THERE'S SOMETHING INSIDE ME!!
YOU ALL STARE BUT YOU'LL NEVER SEE
THERE'S SOMETHING IN YOU I DESPISE

despise......... despise.....

Cut me!!
Show me!!
Enter!!
I am!!
willing and able and never any danger to myself
Knowledge of my pain!! knowledge of my pain!!

Or was my tolerance a phase?

Empathy, out of my way, I can't die!!!

you all stare but you'll never see....

have you seen death?
have you seen heaven?

i wish i haven't...


AlweeVon'Faux at 10:58 PM