Tuesday, November 11, 2008,

im so confused... lol.. no seriously.. well ppl who reads this, try to understand what im gonna say, this is straightforward.. i assure u.

I have screamed until my veins collapsed
I've waited as my time's elapsed
Now, All I do is live with so much fate
I've wished for this, I've bitched at that
I've left behind this little fact:
You cannot kill what you did not create
I've gotta say what I've gotta say
And then I swear I'll go away
But I can't promise you'll enjoy the noise
I guess I'll save the best for last
My future seems like one big past
You're left with me 'cause you left me no choice

AHHH MY EYES!!! ITS TOO BRIGHT!!!! O_O!!

Put me back together
Or separate the skin from bone
Leave me all the pieces, then you can leave me
alone
Tell me the reality is better than the dream
But I found out the hard way,
Nothing is what it seems!
I push my fingers into my eyes
It's the only thing that slowly stops the ache
But it's made of all the things I have to take


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one thing i notice abt ppl this days, they LOVE to lie.. whn u just meet someone, its casual n ppl go straight to the point, but its those ppl tat are close to u tat lie to u alot.

some say they do it to protect u?

if u lie to protect thn tat means the truth is evil?

or maybe they wanna bend the truth to shw tat they care?

seriously.. think for a moment..

maybe lying is good, too prevent u from the truth, or maybe they think u just can't fucking handle the truth because u have lived ur whole live in fairytales n wonderlands that u think everything will be happily ever after..

but even the truth aint tat great, u get smacked in the face n u cant get up for years n years n u just cant move on.. which in turn starts newer emotions ur 'loved' ones will shw..

this is life.. u think ure close with loved ones ard u, but the TRUTH is, u r alone... always was, always will be..

this wat the real world is alwee.. live with it..

everbody is a villain in the movie called 'reality'

AlweeVon'Faux at 9:31 PM